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@ 12:49 PM

I wanna pushed aside so let me go
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own cos I can tell
The very worst part of you, is me

Linkin' park is so old school but their words still stand true. Hahaha ry is sleeping beside me and candy ho has yet to call. Chinese paper stupid was major screw up i fell asleep today yay! Okay blog tonight, am going out to study science :)

P.S ask mummy about Hongkong trip with rachel & call her mum
@ 11:26 AM

Fuck you, stop putting me down, stop calling me slut/bitch/whore. You claim that you're not? All you're doing is simply twisting your words and sentences to make it sound slightly better. I read between the lines and you have seriously crossed the line with what you said today. I'm sorry man, I really don't deserved to be treated as though i'm a dog. Not me, oh no not me. If you label me to be this kinda girl, why do you even bother to stick around? Don't give me such bullshit excuse that you love me, it's stale alr. Stop using ambiguous sentences which so obviously scream out "LOOSE BITCH!" Just say it in my face alr, quite being so vague.

Seriously, i've had enough of your insensitivty.

P.S I will not jump into the sack with her even if i'm drunk, screw you.

This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
@ 11:47 PM

My weekend was spent seeing the usual but favourite girls. Friday after school was study session with ry gen yeok and zhanyu at the usual place. Then me and ry went mad and water war woohoo! It was so much fun, i need girls like her in my life. Then lizard and tanny came over to watch Disturbia which was super spooky and i succeeded in scary them :D

Satuday, studied with lizard and tanny. Had dinner with lizard then we went to Kovan to do more work, ry joined us and we just talked and chilled and stoned and laughed love them both SO much, lizard slept over.

Had tuition on sunday, then went to meet ry. We just stoned the whole day, null studying please. Science tuition then braved the wind and storms tgt, her parents sent me home and here i am! Simply love the weekends :) okay tmr is a maths paper, I am soooo screwed. Let the photos do the talking then


@ 11:35 PM

You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found

Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect, no
But i'm around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
Baby realize...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work.

Thick and thin,
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,
and yours are mine

The song took the words right out of my mouth ANYHOW I can't believe it i finally know how to draw a freaking ester as a matter of fact, i learnt it online. Textbooks are plain stupid muaha i'm letting minute achivements get into my head, ego's increasing ha start your chem again Em! Haha i'm so happy now although i'm rather (love)stoned can't wait for it all to be over. Candice wake up are you there?

AND OMG I FELT THE TREMORS TODAY AND CALLED LIKE A MILLION PEOPLE TO ANNOUCE IT. ITS THE FIRST TIME I'VE FELT TREMORS, QUITE EXCITING 8-D looks like school still ain't cancelled though *sulks* buhbye back to mr chem (and treasure towers!!!! haha dali)
@ 1:27 AM

I don't wish to study anymore but this is enough to suffice my need to relax. Everyone: ugly photo coming out OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY *shrieks with exuberence* i am going to die.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!! SORRY ITS EXTREMELY FUNNY TO ME. GUESS WHO.
@ 7:08 PM

Sooo my papers today were alright, geog and chinese which i fell asleep as usual. It'll be a miracle if i even pass chinese, i was so sleepy i practically wrote english words, no kidding. The weather did me some justice once again.

Anyhow no junk food for me today. I'm going to stay on my no-food diet, that includes no maggi mee (shufen you should learn from me) so i had macaroni and 4 large tuna toasts, i was too hungry. Was really tempeted to order kfc though muaha. And this afternoon i spent it packing and packing and packkiiinnggg and paaaaaaaaaking okay emphasis taken note? It was like a hellhole; pigsty whateversoever you wanna call it but i overcame it other than spilling milk everything where urg. Girls show 'em we know how to groove, everybody all for one!





Okay i'm really procrastinating. I haven't started either A maths nor chem for tmr, eme you are sooo dead ISTILLWANTTOGOFORTEHPENG AND RIDETHERUBBISHDUMPTRUCK with Ry of course :) bye
@ 5:32 PM

Xello friends and lovers i've been scaring people with my display picture, it's extremely funny. Today's papers were a flop, my rabbit question was wrong, 36 freaking carrots?! Okay socials was stupid too because i totally forgot to cross reference as well as the state limitations (i don't even know what limitations are) eme set yourself up for failures.

So after school, studied at home and ordered pizza hut again. Studybuddy fell asleep and snored whilst i fell asleep while shitting damnit i'm that tired, must be all the cheese and carbo. I've been living on fast food everything, think my cholestrol level has shot up skyhigh. Anyhow my ulcers are corroding, i feel asleep during the paper and i sneezed non stop. The weather was ultimate shiok. Okay geog paper and chinese tmr, goooooo powerpuffs! p.s shufen's zen's songs are really nice.


@ 11:50 PM

Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised

How apt. Anyhow i'm seriously incorrigable. I was on the phone just now complaining about my screwed up/confusing life, barely glancing at the Lit notes screaming at me to read it. I need to wake up and today will be the day muaha. My 4 ulcer's really being the worst bitch and i really really want the queen's couture superman hoodie + iPod classic 160gb + hot pink/navy blue skinnes from topshop + the newest sexiest prettiest iMac 2058$ + a life. I am so demanding please kill me amen bye
@ 1:20 AM

Well it's apparent I have given up on myself as well as my studies. I've succumb to letting nature take its course tomorrow in the examination hall. No I don't expect myself to produce exemplary results for this particular exam so my hopes aren't too high now. As they say, the higher the hopes the larger the disappointments.

Today i took a breather and went shopping with none other than Ry! I think we are complete failures but i know we'd make it big, someway. Finally got my immaculate, gorgeous accessorize bag. Its so sexy muaha :) she got her sandals from havianas woohoo we are zesty girls.

Took a long bus journey to parkway, the sun was able to give me a heat stroke it was terrible. Pushing her there on a trolley was another plus point (sarcasm) well we managed to get there without a scratch. Went to get food and off for tuition. Sent mr goh emily rose's photo during tuition by mms, it was retarded. Got home after that and met up with Candice, we went heartland for stationary shopping I FREAKING LOST MY ENTIRE PENCIL CASE TODAY. Had dinner at kfc and talked, walked home in pure lethargy and she came over to watch simpsons. Today was absolutely unproductive boo whore. No time to upload photos, so here's 3 for you! :)


@ 11:51 PM

I owe alot of people apologies. Candice, Lizard and my sister. I just haven't been a very good person lately. Ry should know best, I've been screwing around with my life and I'm going shopping tomorrow. Eme you are the best Lit here I comeeeee! It's 0400am I am going to sleep this instance, or maybe after I pee. I'm so sick right now, I need a doctor.

Nights photo update soon <3
@ 3:36 AM

A walk to remember is sooooo sad. I swear if one could die crying, I would have died a long time again. Hahaha today was fun. (Re: Ry's blog) Charades with Zh and Jr's priceless, it's been long since I last laughed so hard. Munchy donuts and katong for dinner with them. Love spending time with them so so so much, our after O level plan! :)

Anyway I want to extend a huge thank you to Ho Zhengyi for your invaluable help in relative velocity, I understand it better now. (There you wanted me to honour you on my blog, don't be jealous of Ry alr) Hahaha freaking satanist, you.

Candice Ho study hard okay don't die during Chem today. Thanks for being there every single day, adoration 10x.

Elizabeth Lie Mei Yan, I love you to the stars, this I promise you.

Sleep sleep sleep freaking 0500am, morning call in 2 hours. I bet I'll mumble shit and reject it hawhawhaw night.
@ 4:56 AM

@ 12:48 AM

Omg life rocks. Its 0421am, my body clock is totally screwed up. Anyway, let's sum up my day and night.

• Studying with, Ry, Yong and Zy.
• Studying at Shufen's place till 0030am
• Senseless conversation with Tanny
• HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2!!!!!!!!!!!
• Phonecalls with honey
• Macdonalds at 0330am

Okay I am going to do some Lit and then go to sleep muahaha life is good. Nights

@ 4:20 AM

SAVE ME FROM DOOMSDAY.

Life is a bore,
just like an apple core,
to life there must be more,
I am so lolly lor sor :)

Right now I have no life. I feel like my only friends are 96739583, 63630869, 91382625 and 91551354. Go figure.

Its getting to me. I cried when I read Zenghao's blog, and I called him screaming and he asked me to pray for him so that he will win soccer. Then he tells me he wants to go gambling, I have rocker friends. Today I delivered breakfast to oneandahalf and instead of saying thank you, she called and went, "Wahlao the milk expires tomorrow!" Hmm okay wow. I want to go for prata @ 3am yay. Bye

@ 1:21 AM

Hello folks, I've been hearing the Secret piano pieces non stop. Shufen claims that everytime she calls, she never fails to hear it and both Ry and Lizard are absolutely sick of hearing them too haha it's funny.

Anyway my days are a carousel, simply mundane. I'm thoroughly sick of this, but I must press on and I will press on and so must Ry and Zhengyi or the 3 of us will commit suicide together in a car with lots of carbon monoxide muaha, the prospects of that is drawing closer oh boy.

Besides pouring over worksheets and countless piles of books, my days are relatively fine. Someone said something the other night that totally woke me up, it was literally a tight slap across my face. But you don't learn till you get hurt. On another note, teacher's day was good. The workout wasn't as screwed up as I thought it would be. Ms Gan thought we led well! :) The performance was worth 5 stars. Well done Eve, Mary and Ry. I slept that entire afternoon away and studied with Ry from 8-11pm. Cabbed down to Bedok for supper and to see Em. It was a freaking funny night, cabbed home after that.

Slept in on Saturday and studied in the evening. Lizard was lazy and she fell asleep whilst reading her Lit book at like midnight. I'm not any better, I went to bed at 1215am haha. Sunday was Ry day, studying wasn't very productive today so I'd better continue later I hope teehee hopeless me. Okay photos are here. I doubt I'd blog much this week but then again, I might break my vow to Caro and just on the computer haha byeee yo listen up here's the story about the little guy that lives in a blue world! :D


@ 10:53 PM

Hello blog I'm sitting on Candice lap whilst blogging this. I'm here only to say that she took a sip of bacardi 40% just now and choked to her death. It was bloody funny watching her spluttering. We had freaking rubber mat fight to the end!!!!!!! The good man wins (yours truly) The strong will live and the weak shall die. Muahaha I am so cute byebye.



@ 10:05 PM

"God, maybe I am crazy. Maybe I should have myself locked up."

"You're not crazier than anyone else. We all do it. "

"See ghosts?"

"Fall for someone who doesn't exist." Shelby stroked his hair. "Infactuation's just another word for not seeing clearly. When you start to love a person - That's when they become real."

Ross turned to his sister on a sob. "She left," he choked out. "She left me."

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I dreamt of D last night, how weird. I didn't go to school today nyeah and apparently so didn't Ry and Ho :) good flends everyone. I am hungry and Jay chou's Secret's music pieces are breath taking
@ 11:26 AM

I finally have the time to blog, it's been a really hectic week. I must say that I've screwed up my science prac and English prelims owell. I've been neglecting my work and procrastinating beyond measure.

Happy sweet 16th Julia, Ry and Louisa! :)

So anyhow celebrations and juvelations. Ry's party was a blast other than the oatmeal prawn and tofu right, but the company was awesome. Jr that asshole tried to get me drunk again. English prelims on monday, had lunch with Lou and Sf then spent time with B. Tuesday was good. Caught Dead Silence after school with Ry and Yh, it was a good show. Today is Lou's birthday, had science prac then went home to change. Compass with Abs then met the clique and chompchomp for dinner (Y) happy affair. I love my friends. Not to miss out the night studying with Candice Chai and B following Chai's sleepover and also Candice Ho's sleep over on Monday night, watching movies till 3am++ and shopping with Shufen too and omg work outs with Carolyn Lalala life is busy, no wonder I am failing my subjects. Shufen our 1 and a half booo we will strive for 10/10 love hahaha!

Photos from the past days;







@ 10:11 PM